{"product_id":"if-i-die-heres-what-i-meant-paperback-1","title":"If I Die, Here's What I Meant - Paperback","description":"\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align: right;\"\u003e\u003ca href=\"https:\/\/reportcopyrightinfringement.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"\u003e\u003cb\u003eReport copyright infringement\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/a\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\u003cp\u003eby \u003cb\u003eRyan Truax\u003c\/b\u003e (Author)\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI'm a \u003cem\u003ewriter\u003c\/em\u003e and a \u003cem\u003emusician\u003c\/em\u003e. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"\u003cb\u003eIf I Die, Here's What I Meant\u003c\/b\u003e\" is my first collection. My most vulnerable and personal secrets are meticulously documented. I poured my \u003cb\u003eentire\u003c\/b\u003e heart and soul into these words.♥\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI discuss the ongoing struggle of losing my Father to suicide, the loss of my Mom to Cancer, my challenges as a former drug addict, and the economical mistakes I made as a result of dropping out of high school to pursue a hasty lifestyle. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI \u003cem\u003eopenly share\u003c\/em\u003e my struggles with lust and pornography; as well as the work of me that was required in order to undo the way I grew up objectifying intimacy. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eI have written about the complexities and stigmas of anxiety, trauma, and depression. But I have also gone into \u003cem\u003eimmense detail\u003c\/em\u003e about the \u003cb\u003ebeauty of love\u003c\/b\u003e, the treasures of life, the pleasures of simplicity, and all that comes with navigating our journeys. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eFrom my faith to my fears, to my joy to my pain; \"\u003cb\u003eIf I Die, Here's What I Meant\u003c\/b\u003e\" is an attempt to explain my humble evolution from rebellion to obedience, and all of the \u003cem\u003eprecious\u003c\/em\u003e lessons I have learned throughout the process. My hope is that you will find this collection of poetry and prose to be therapeutic, encouraging, educational, and long-lasting to aid you in your journey. ♥\u003c\/p\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eNumber of Pages:\u003c\/strong\u003e 192\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eDimensions:\u003c\/strong\u003e 0.41 x 9.02 x 5.98 IN\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003ePublication Date:\u003c\/strong\u003e November 17, 2020\u003c\/div\u003e\n            ","brand":"BooksCloud","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":52728525914419,"sku":"9781735618517","price":24.53,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0300\/5595\/6612\/files\/aDdlOEtCVVF3SFQ4ajUxbi92eDYyQT09_d3ce64da-4169-4e12-bba4-5e8c86111165.webp?v=1763784091","url":"https:\/\/www.vysn.com\/products\/if-i-die-heres-what-i-meant-paperback-1","provider":"VYSN","version":"1.0","type":"link"}