{"product_id":"faith-under-fire-an-army-chaplains-memoir-paperback","title":"Faith Under Fire: An Army Chaplain's Memoir - Paperback","description":"\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align: right;\"\u003e\u003ca href=\"https:\/\/reportcopyrightinfringement.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"\u003e\u003cb\u003eReport copyright infringement\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/a\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\u003cp\u003eby \u003cb\u003eRoger Benimoff\u003c\/b\u003e (Author), \u003cb\u003eEve Conant\u003c\/b\u003e (Author)\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\"Running away from God doesn't work. I had tried.\" \u003cbr\u003e--Roger Benimoff \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eAs he left for his second tour of duty as an Army chaplain in Iraq, Roger Benimoff noted in his journal: I am excited and I am scared. I am on fire for God...He is my hope, strength, and focus. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eBut not long after returning to Iraq, the burdens of his job-the memorial services for soldiers killed in action, the therapy sessions after contact with the enemy, the perilous excursions \"outside the wire\" while under enemy fire-began to overwhelm him. Amid the dust, heat, and blood of Iraq, Benimoff felt the pillar of strength he'd always relied on to hold him up-his faith in God-begin to crumble. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eUnable to make sense of the senseless, Benimoff turned to his journal. What did it mean to believe in a God who would allow the utter horror and injustice of war? Did He want these brave young men and women to die? In his darkest moment, Benimoff wrote: Why am I so angry? I do not want anything to do with God. I am sick of religion. It is a crutch for the weak. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eBenimoff's spiritual crisis heightened upon his return home to Fort Carson, Colorado. He withdrew emotionally from wife and sons, creating tensions that threatened to shatter the family. He was assigned to work at Walter Reed Army Medical Center, where he counseled returning soldiers suffering from post-traumatic stress disorder-until he was diagnosed himself with PTSD. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eFinding himself in the role of patient rather than caregiver, connecting as an equal with his fellow sufferers, and revisiting scriptural readings that once again rang with meaning and truth, he began his most decisive battle: for the love of his family and for the chance to once again open his heart to the healing grace of God. \u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eIntimate and powerful, drawing on Benimoff's and his wife's journals, \u003ci\u003eFaith Under Fire \u003c\/i\u003echronicles a spiritual struggle through war, loss, and the hard process of learning to believe again.\u003ch3\u003eAuthor Biography\u003c\/h3\u003e\u003cp\u003eROGER BENIMOFF was a chaplain in the U.S. Army from 2002 to 2008. He spent two tours of duty in Iraq and was a chaplain in residence at Walter Reed Army Medical Center. He is currently a chaplain at Methodist Hospitals of Dallas. He lives in Texas with his wife and two children. \u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003e\u003c\/p\u003eEVE CONANT is a staff writer for \u003ci\u003eNewsweek, \u003c\/i\u003e covering the evangelical movement, politics, social issues, and health.\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eNumber of Pages:\u003c\/strong\u003e 288\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eDimensions:\u003c\/strong\u003e 0.6 x 7.98 x 5.14 IN\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003ePublication Date:\u003c\/strong\u003e March 02, 2010\u003c\/div\u003e\n            ","brand":"BooksCloud","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":52468111606067,"sku":"9780307408822","price":26.0,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0300\/5595\/6612\/files\/j1kl7WxAgD9780307408822.webp?v=1759355663","url":"https:\/\/www.vysn.com\/products\/faith-under-fire-an-army-chaplains-memoir-paperback","provider":"VYSN","version":"1.0","type":"link"}